
There are many moments during the day where I feel like I am more of a referee than a Mommy. It doesn’t matter how many books we have out to read or how many toys are on the floor, Sarah Ann and Reece always want the same thing at the exact same time.
There are also moments where I feel more like a maid than a Mommy. The kids are always needing more juice or there is a mess to clean up, and laundry is definitely an every day task.
There are moments where I feel more like a room mate than a wife. Some evenings by the time the kids are in bed and the house is cleaned up, Jeffrey and I are beyond exhausted–too tired to do anything but sit on the couch without talking and veg out in front of the TV.
There are also moments when I wonder if anything that I am doing is really making an impact for the kingdom of God. I feel consumed by the to-do’s of the day that I’m not able to look at the bigger picture.

But, then there are these sweet and precious moments where Jeffrey and I don’t have to say a word–we can just look at each other and smile when we take one more look at our sleeping babies before we fall into the bed, and we are forever grateful for the work God has done in and through us.
There are these sweet moments where Reece gives Sarah Ann a tender kiss and hug and Sarah Ann responds back with “I love you, Reecey!” and I know that they are seeing love.
There are more sweet moments, even if they are short, where the babies are playing together, laughing together, dancing together and making up games like “Disney World” and “cleaning the garage.”
And there are sweet moments where God, full of grace and love, gently reminds me that my impact on the Kingdom right now means loving and serving my husband, raising my children in a godly manner, and doing everything that I do, from laundry to changing diapers, for His glory and honor!
He is before all things, and in Him all things hold together. ~Colossians 1:17
